Sometimes going to meeting resembles taking a small child to an old victorian public lavatory

Sometimes going to a meeting resembles taking a small child to an old victorian public lavatory with the all pervading stench of stale piss, regurgitated vomit of old experiences, shit stained bowls of porcelain of shame and guilt do I put my hand over the child eyes do I ignore the green bile of traumatic experiences or do I remove myself to a place of safety in the health of Ten Stages Wellness a solution and understanding which holds the reasons of how I came to be here and why I want out into the light of clean pure wellness.